Help! What happen to me?? Am I natural LD?

[monnafrans]

Hola... I am Monna from Indonesia. Well, I just tried to figure out what happened to me. And I just found this forum 15 minutes ago. For all these times I never knew what LD is till now. It will be a long post, because I experience so many kind of dreams that I dont understand. Hope you dont mind to read. 1. I always dream everytime I sleep or napping. Althought just for 5 minutes of sleeping since a kid. I feel like I can control my dream most of times, the plot, views, and DC. I can even continue my dream with the same plot, Dc and place when I awake then back to sleep again. I ever experienced, in one night I dreamt then suddenly I woke up, then back to sleep again and dreamt the same thing, and an half hour later I awoke and back to sleep again, the dream was still continued. 1-2 hours I woke up for the 3rd time (wanted to pee) I even said to myself "ah, the dream must be continued again when I am back to sleep.", and yes it was true. 3 times awoke and continued the same dream in 1 night. Anyone can explain? I thought it was common to happen to everyone. 2. About Sleep Paralysis Yeah it happens to me sometimes. An example from my experience recently when I was napping, half asleep, I could tell and aware I would have sleep paralysis, and it was true, I did. And it was like I could talk to myself in my dream, said it was a dream, and shouted "WAKE UP!" and I woke up. If I fall asleep again and still sleep paralysis, I just need to tell to myself to wake up. And yes I was really concious and still can recall the dream till now. Sometime if I insist my eyes to open and awake, the dream is still going, like between reality and dream. and I ever had visual like the man ran n stood beside my bed, I couldnt see the face, just black shadow because the dream happened just exactly where I slept (my room with the light off), same position while I was sleeping, it was weird for me. and I was concious I was dreaming at that time. That man pulled my pillow slowly so my head moved to the edge of my bed. Then I told myself to wake up and I did, the position was exactly same as in my dream, my head was on the edge of the bed. Yes, sometime I dream in my dream and awake in my dream. 3. Some of dreams of mine sometime like clues and warning for my reality.. So for an example, when I was in relationship with my ex bf, everytime I dreamt about he cheated on me, it was coming true, what I needed was just to find it out after I dreamt it. it happened 3 times, the last time I dreamt about it again, but I refused to find out the truth, because too tired of him. The 2nd night I still dreamt the same but I still ignored it. And the 3rd night I dreamt it again, so I commanded myself to wake up and I awoke, it bothered me, so right at that time I awoke I figured it out, and my dream was true n I never dream it again after I found out. It was 1 of my experience. Anyone know what cause it? 4. In my dream I can even create songs, it just happened. I was totally concious n it was under my control. I could re-create new songs everytime I wanted. PS: 5. Sometime to often I feel my body is floating and shrinking , I feel vibrations to whole my body, it's like electrical feeling, and also hear some noise, no idea what sound it is but it's like ppl talk unclearly or another sound I cant explain and it gets louder.. Feel my heartbeat raises too. Totally scare everytime it happens so I always wake myself up. What is it? I ever read bout astral project and it said what I experience is the symptoms. And I was like "wow does it even exist?" because I dont even believe in spiritual thing but if astral project exists, it's scary.. ---*****--- Is it normal? I thought it happens to everyone or I thought I have sleep disorder. Is it called lucid dream? So am I natural LD or...? Any difference ability between natural and non natural LD? Thank you, LDers