crazy question about taste/smell/touch

[nebula559]

edit / / / I'm not LDing....wrong post in wrong forum, I don't intentionally know that I'm dreaming during the dream, I think that it's actually really happening...Sometimes false awakening over and over. I know this is going to seem really weird, and for some reason now I decided to find out others opinions on this topic. I googled this question and saw only 1 other exactly same question as the one I'm going to ask. I've been having dreams for over a decade with the same distinct taste, different girls. This is going to seem very crazy and silly, but I've been having dreams about being around an attractive girl and when she's naked I get the most AWFUL smell/taste of rotting disgusting flesh taste/smell (I didn't think of it being rotting flesh but the other guy I saw posted said this, I just thought of it as being an extremely dirty girls crotch). The smell is EXACTLY the same every time and it bothers me pretty bad, the very first few were giving oral sex( I haven't given oral sex to a girl at that point in my life ) and I could taste it even though I smelled it. Now it's to the point that I don't give oral and only dream about her being naked up close and I can smell her. Last night I had a dream again which made me wanted to post about it, another funny thing is the dream, the girls butt goes across my face and I feel pubic hairs(as real as it gets to feeling real)go across my face with a awful odor. I can still taste/smell and it's always the same... I hope this isn't too inappropriate of a question to ask on here...sorry if it is. I have dreams of dying all the time also, and dreams of waking up into a dream into another dream (false awakening). Asking god to forgive me for all my sins while I think I'm dead(pitch black). I'm an atheist now, so no more of asking that. I have intense lucid dreams constantly and nightmares too. So bad I have to wake up and run in the other room and make sure I'm not dreaming. Any opinions?