^^ I don't have much time, but you gave me a couple of thoughts I'd like to share (please forgive the parsing):
 Originally Posted by madmagus
... I try to envision my NLDs to determine how I feel in them regarding time, and thinking on it I agree that there does appear to be a rudimentary acknowledgement of a past while dreaming non-lucidly. It just feels very encapsulated, vague, and of course simply not true or at least not complete. The data pulled from memory storage is simply slapped into place as present-time information, out of context from where it was pulled.
It sure is.
When forming dreams, the dreaming mind/unconscious doesn't seem to care much about accuracy, consistency, or history, does it? Or, if you're the interpreting type, the vague stuff slapped into the "Here&Now" of the dream experience might simply seem vague and incomplete because it was all the information necessary to assemble the needed symbols and emotions of a meaningful dream (I'm not an interpreting type, myself, but that's probably for another thread).
But remember that during NLD, "DC You" is in a world where incorrect, vague, or ephemeral data makes sense, and is more than complete enough to draw conclusions that seem quite reasonable at the time. For example, D. Granny has just enough history attached to her that there is no question she is alive and well, and DC You accepts her existence not for lack of logic skills, but because there is simply no need to question her existence -- your dreaming mind has already presented her being alive and well as historical fact. Indeed -- and this has happened to me a few times -- if a DC should walk up to you and tell you that D. Granny is really dead, DC You might very likely offer up a very clear logic stream, and one that includes historical references, that proves without a doubt that she is still alive. The trouble, again, is that DC You exists in a world that it believes is real, so even the vaguest data works just fun, because it is supposed to.
I'm not sure if this training regimen will be of any benefit, but I was looking at memory formation at its most basic level. Memory is created primarily through synapse linking in our brain, or the chaining of data. Few memories are created from scratch as independent elements, and if they are, they are harder to access if not drilled in with diligence. In other words, most memories are links in a chain, making later access to them much easier. My only thought at this point, beyond standard Self-awareness practice, is to practice creating memory chains related to dreaming. I.e., take all of your dream signs, for instance, and attach them to memory chains that are specific to dreaming. So, each time you think of D.grandma, the concept of dreaming comes to mind automatically. How much rote effort this would take before it became ingrained I don't know.
Would this work?
Probably not, but it's worth trying, if only as a sort of mnemonic memory device: if your daywork includes lots of memory chaining, you might gain a bit of self-awareness when you remember to do the chaining during a dream... so, because you're remembering to remember, lucidity will likely blossom, and the chaining will make an excellent RC, I think, not to mention a pretty cool tool for designing a new dream (i.e., go on a search for the truth of D. Granny's demise, forcing your dreaming mind to create a deep, possibly explorable history to defend its creation). But, in the end, the chaining will not have caused your lucidity on its own -- in fact, I see no reason why DC You couldn't create very deep and thorough memory chains that will have nothing at all to do with waking-life reality, but they'll seem real during the Here&Now of your NLD.
 Originally Posted by madmagus
Looking at your memory post, I particularly like your comment regarding dream logic. As you stated, we assume too often that it is our logic that hampers our lucidity (which certainly it does), but for logic to have functionality, it must be based on the recognition of specific limitations. It must have a grounding in rules and existing data. We generate those limitations/rules from past experience and use them in present time as data to form new conclusions. If our information base (memories) is limited or missing, then we have no basis from which to form logical conclusions in the moment, no information source with which to compare current data with past data to recognize logic flaws.
I might have said this already, but you're describing logic as it works in waking-life. If DC You chooses to be logical during a NLS, rest assured that it will have no trouble grounding its calculations in rules and existing data... that those rules and existing data are all wrong is meaningless to DC You, for whom, thanks to the "facts" and "memories supplied by your dreaming mind, proving that, say, the moon just gave birth to a purple dragon that just landed in D. Granny's backyard pool, will be a snap and make perfect sense... and, per the OP, DC You will very likely be able to remember fabricated historical "facts" that confirm the dragon's "reality."
In other words, yes, DC You will have a "basis from which to form logical conclusions in the moment," and an "information source with which to compare current data with past data to recognize logic flaws;" It'll just all turn out to be wrong when you wake up and recall the dream (and, perhaps, go on to blame your failed logic skills for failing to assess even the most obvious mistakes in the dream)... but only after you wake up...
Thus, the data we perceive in the dream in the form of inconsistencies such as D.Grandma has minimal chance of being recognized as an inconsistency of logic because we don't have access to comparative data to divine a logical conclusion. The oddity stands alone, having disconnected from its memory chain.
Agreed. And on top of that, your dreaming mind will produce whatever comparative evidence might be necessary to prove to DC You that there is no oddity... so not only will DC You generally fail to find D. Granny breathing nearby to be an oddity, but even if it does, your dreaming mind is fully equipped to invent memories that will convince you that she can't be dead... but, again, just sprinkle a hint of waking-life self-awareness into the mix, and suddenly logic has something real to grab onto (i.e., "Hey, wait a minute, Grandma, you're dead!"), and lucidity ensues.
So, to the OP, do we get very specific and strive to attach the concept of dreaming to a dream sign (which initiates memory access), hoping that it will draw us into Self-awareness, or do we take a more general approach and somehow tweak our Self-awareness wherein we learn to remember who we are in the bigger picture, hoping it translates into our dreams.
I recommend tweaking self-awareness. Like RC's, recognizing dream signs generally happens after you are at least slightly lucid, and not before... also like RC's, I don't believe that recognizing dream signs ever "make" you lucid, though that is probably heresy to say so in our LaBerge-oriented universe; you really must already be lucid for that stuff to work. (The exception here is MILD, but even in that case you are training your mind to "remember to remember," which is in a sense installing a bit of lucidity into your dream before you do the remembering.
Other than attaching the concept of dreaming to dream signs, I'm back to single-point meditation teaching us to penetrate the dross of irrelevant data to see the truth of the moment, whether it be in the waking state or the dreaming.
That seems like a good plan!
I guess like most, I'm hoping for a technique button to push to fix the awareness problem. But I am sure there is something missing, something that I am just not seeing. At least it feels like there is.
Well, I for one have been at this for going on 40 years now, with some success, and I have found (in spite of decades of searching) that there is no button. Slow, careful daytme development of a lucid mindset really is the key to all this, I've found... which, yes, pretty much sucks.
As a side note, logic training alone would not bring about lucidity, otherwise scientists, engineers, etc., would all be wonderfully natural lucid dreamers. Accessing our true past through memories is still necessary.
To me, the logically trained are the worst LD'ers, because, as DC's during their NLD's they are the most accepting of the "truths" that their dreaming minds provide as needed; I've no time to explain why, so hopefully I already have.
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