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**nerve** · 11-11-2003 10:22 PM

I'm writing a book.

**Ginko** · 11-12-2003 12:45 AM

About???

**Mortalis** · 11-12-2003 12:53 AM

Lemme guess lemme guess.. DREAMING!! Do i win the prize?

**nerve** · 11-12-2003 01:06 AM

actually....it'll be about...reality...you saw all those posts right?

**Ginko** · 11-12-2003 01:23 AM

hmm well will any 1 want to buy your book. Your avatar gives ME (alone) the perception that you arn't experinced enough in the matter to do this. Although i could Easily be wronge. I would have to say from post alone, Serinath would be my most likely canadiate, has an intrsting background, and seems to be caught in Limbo.

**nerve** · 11-12-2003 01:46 AM

no, this is something I'm doing on a PERSONAL level, meaning there are no "canidates". this is not a POLL dumbfuck. judging people by their AVATARS? oh. please. judging by your SPELLING, I would say you aren't experienced enough to do much of ANYTHING in life. you know what, I don't give a FUCK who buys my book, I never even said I was going to publish it anyway, just something I want to do for myself, maybe share it with some people in the forum who could UNDERSTAND it. go shove a dictionary up your ass..

**Ginko** · 11-12-2003 01:54 AM

Wonder if that would hurt? Sorry i didn't mean to offend you are anything or hurt your feelings. I just already knew you were a live wire. I'm sorry i didn't mean to make you go from zero to Bitch in .25 seconds. As for my spelling, its not that i can't spell, it's just the matter that i don't care enough and try to rush things.

You need to calm down and meditate somtime.

With all means do plz precseed in writing your book thing. Alot of great ppl in history were grouches and scrouges. You might do somthing fantatistic to in Life and you can B___ at me later but jeez. Breath... Breath...Breath... Breath...Breath... Breath...Breath... Breath...Breath... Breath...Breath... Breath...

Oh yeh got to give you props on that ditionary thing. It made me smile.

**nerve** · 11-12-2003 02:03 AM

so what you are saying I can't do anything in life because I got upset at an amazingly *rude* comment?

I have news for you. I can write. I can spell. why in hell do you think I am incapable of writing a book? I'm a lucid dreamer too you know. I am also a pretty deep thinker. so think twice before you judge a person by their mother fucking avatar.

**evangel** · 11-12-2003 02:17 AM

Okay, you two...

It ain't worth it.

What are some of your ideas for the book?

:yumdumdoodledum: :yumdumdoodledum: :yumdumdoodledum: :yumdumdoodledum: :yumdumdoodledum: :yumdumdoodledum: :yumdumdoodledum:

**nerve** · 11-12-2003 02:26 AM

*sigh* just my thoughts on reality, and what I think it is...it will have a LOT to do with lucid dreaming as well, (of course) the dreamworld being a 'second reality'.

**A Lost Soul** · 11-12-2003 02:52 AM

I'd be interesting in reading it if you're willing to share.

**azwe_echo** · 11-12-2003 04:09 AM

Yeah, let's do this paperdoll!
That's how I saw my book idea...just for me and those who care enough to want to know more about me. That's kinda why I said I might have to make name for myself before I publish it...IF I ever do...

**DreamCoil** · 11-12-2003 07:13 AM

Will there be Vampires in it? I'll read anything with Vampires.
But seriously it's good that your writing something for yourself and not the quest for fame, fame is just a bi-product of acheivement. It can be compared to going to a restaurant, you go there to be fulfilled not take a shit

**Lucius** · 11-12-2003 07:54 AM

I think it can be a great thing on a personal level,it might help you expan your mind and get to know your mind better.Putting your thoughts and feelings on paper never seems to be a bad thing,I say go for it

**Second Attention** · 11-12-2003 05:02 PM

I know I said I was gone, but I'm a writer... and since I'm still sitting at work every day doing bullshit that I don't want to do, I thought I would take a second out to throw my two cents.

First off, that's fucking awesome paperdoll.

Second off... I think that's an interesting idea... I also think it is an interesting coincidence among people more and more. Everyone is writing about their perception of reality.

G'luck.

**Seeker** · 11-12-2003 05:29 PM

In the 16-1700s, almost everyone who was a part of the aristocracy had the dream of travelling to distant lands and then writing about it.

I wonder if Paperdoll and others are at the forefront of another trend for the 2000's?
Describing their own reality and documenting their journeys through the mind......

I have though of writing a couple of times, and have even written a pretty good disertation or two when I was taking Philosophy 101, but alas, I fear I am not really that good at it.

Not to mention, it would take years because of all the stuff competing for my attention.

**Second Attention** · 11-12-2003 09:38 PM

I don't know about anyone else, but I plan on starting a second "beat" generation. Travel, live, write, learn. I want to be a human, and that's the only way that feels right. So.... that's the plan. I guess I'm still holding onto something though. Who knows... maybe I won't come back from Miami.... maybe I'll just move on to somewhere else. Maybe in a couple weeks my life will have done a complete 180, but I can't guarantee anything. I just know I will continue to live and write.

**Seeker** · 11-12-2003 09:42 PM

Originally posted by Second Attention
I don't know about anyone else, but I plan on starting a second \"beat\" generation.

You gotta follow your dreams man. You know the saddest words:
"It could have been..."

**Ginko** · 11-13-2003 05:15 AM

1 word

Good Luck

**Second Attention** · 11-13-2003 04:58 PM

seriously though.... that was two words...

**A Lost Soul** · 11-13-2003 05:01 PM

Yay! I'm glad you didn't decide to leave us, SA.

**Second Attention** · 11-13-2003 05:08 PM

I'm not leaving yet... I guess my message was a little early, and maybe a little off. I can't explain why, but I have a strong feeling I may not come back from Miami, for whatever reason. My mom also feels very strongly this way, and in fact she had a dream about it. I just don't know, but when I REALLY leave... I'll let you guys know. It's a weird conviction, for sure, but I feel that way. I'm saying goodbye to a lot of people that I know here, in this life. My ex... who may be pregnant... well... I'm calling her today to say my goodbyes... my final goodbyes, and give her father's Bible to her,(since it was SO important to her that she forgot it). I guess... I'm just not seeing coming back to the life I know. I'm not sure what that means, entirely, but I just know I won't. Maybe it means I'll just have changed drastically, or maybe it means I physically will not be coming back. Hell.... my mom is convinced I'm going to get hurt... or maybe die. I guess if that is what's in store for me, then that is what will happen. I just don't know.

**nerve** · 11-13-2003 05:14 PM

wait wait wait, hold it. where are you going again?

**A Lost Soul** · 11-13-2003 05:25 PM

Well, I stand by what I've said before about foreboding and death. Feelings and images like that don't always signify physical death. Death is such a broad thing... it symbolizes the end of something, certainly, but also the beginning of something else. You can't have death without life. Your and your mother's feelings of foreboding could mean just that--a big life change; the death of one phase or state of your life and the beginning of another.

With that in mind, I am happy for you and this trip to Miami. I wish you the best, and if it means anything, I send my and my Lady's blessings with you. If you're willing to share, you'll have to tell us what sort of change occured in Miami.

*hug*

**Seeker** · 11-13-2003 05:45 PM

I can't help but agree with Lost Soul, I think this is symbolic. Good luck and fill us in on your adventures when you return!
Since Lost Soul has you covered from the Pagan side covered, I will cover you from the Christian side.
"The Lord bless thee and keep thee..."

Return safely to us.

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