ok slightly long post if anything read the first paragraph 
My childhood nightmares were the worst thing iv ever experienced in my entire life.... they happened every single night and got worse and worse as i got older, (although they did eventually quit around age 12) they consisted of psychological terrors, not like a normal kid would dream and be scared of, they were deep deep emotions, and example of this is a picture that never existed in real life, but always existed in my dreams, (I still remember it in perfect clarity like i just looked at it 2 seconds ago) it was a picture of two hooded ghostly figures standing side by side with a black background backdrop, they werent actually photorealistic so much as ink blots arranged in a weird way to make it look like two hooded ghosts slightly hunching over...
anyway in many many dreams i would be walking down my hallway and look to my left where usually there was a big picture frame holder and i would see the small picture of these guys, exactly the same every time, i would instantly know "there comming" and i would look into the room the hallways ended at and they would be standing there hunching over me in all there 9 ft tall glory. i would usually gain lucidity and exit the dream at this time though 
also another one that i remember in total vividness like it happened last night: i was sitting on the floor of my living room up against the couch putting my pants on (i was about 4 when i had this) and then my two brothers that were in the room suddenly disapeared, i began to scream for mom (she had just walked into the next room) and she couldnt hear me... then, while struggling to put my pants on (that were too small) i looked up, there was suddenly a chair infront of me that was usually in the corner, it began to slowly turn, after about 2 secs of turning i saw a webbed hand hanging over the side of the chair limp and evil, (it was the creature from the black lagoon!) anyway i then woke myself up because i gained lucidity
and finally my first dream ever that i gained lucidity in: before this dream my somwhat close cousing had told my young child mind about how that if you ever have a bad dream just picture a planet in your mind and focus on it to wake up, so thta night i closed my eyes to sleep and found myself in a dark room, there was a dungeon like window letting bits of light in but the dungeon room was still very dark, keeping my head i looked around the dream half knowing that i was dreaming, then suddenly i heard a growling noise, it was tiger! ( ) i then jumped up onto a ledge near me and the tiger began to sprint towards me, it was then that i remembered the words of my cousin, and i pictured the moon in my mind, ill never forget that picture i had, it suddenly took over my vision and i lost all feeling of body and self and awoke to my room
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