I've begun practing LD for over a week now. I've been following the various methods described on this site. My first experience of something LD was during an episode of sleep paralysis and I felt very concious but zooming down a tunnel of some sort. Well I tried to recreate this the next few nights by maintaining conciousness while allowing my body to fall asleep, but it never worked. My mind would create some hypnogenic images and sounds, and drift into incoherencies, but that was as far as it would ever go. I did this twice. And each time once I had given up, I couldn't go to sleep because I would startle awake whenever I would drift asleep or begin to dream. Now it's like that every night whether I want to LD or not. This is very frustrating and pretty scary because I feel like I'll never get a good night's sleep again. |
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