my thoughts on this (oft asked) question are the following:
how do you know you aren't just dreaming right now, and only have the illusion of free will? how do you know that you "chose" to come to this forum and post this question, and aren't just "dreaming" it?
well, really, no matter how philosophical and deep one gets about it, it boils down to simply feeling that you have some semblance of free will right now.
i can assure you this same feeling of free will is possible while lucid dreaming..in many ways, the freedom of will is much greater, because one's imagination seems to be the only limiting factor..
perhaps this feeling during a lucid dream is a sham....but if it is, then the feeling of free will while awake is no less a sham...in which case it doesn't really matter either way, right
i completely understand where you're coming from though, and your train of thought seems to be almost typical of those first discovering lucid dreaming.
all i can relate is that my experiences with lucid dreaming have shown that even greater choice is possible while dreaming than in waking life, as well as greater immediacy...being within the moment, able to spontaneously choose to fly, or push your finger through your hand, or eat a piece of tree bark, or shout out "i am lucid dreaming, and even if this is all a big sham, it feels exactly the opposite!!"
the quality of lucid dreams can certainly vary (from low to extremely high)...and like ataraxis mentioned, perhaps some of the low-level lucids leave room for doubt..but once you've had a high quality, all doubt flees..i'll never forget my first one, it is one of my most vivid memories. i remembered everything i do in waking life...my address, my name, phone number, childhood memories, hopes and current events...i was fully myself...whatever that truly means is content for the philosphers to argue over.
happy journeys...hope you discover how amazing LDing is yourself...that's what we're all here to help you with
6 months ago i had moreorless the same frame of mind as yourself.
namaste
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