Hello my name is jonas Im 16 and im new here. I am very greatful for wondering onto this website because I need to discuss my problems with sleeping. I have fear of falling asleep i dont know why i allways have even since i was very little. BUT! when i was little i had very very differant experiences. It wasnt just an ordinary dream and it wasnt an OBE...

I have had an OBE before and its ntohing liek this. What i used top experience as a child is so deep in the sub-consious i guess that its impossible to explain. So everynight i ussually avoid sleeping for no reason i just dont liek it.

The only time i ever get a good nights sleep is when im physically and psychologically exhausted. This is obviously unhealthy. I also want to mention That a few monthes ago i went through a psychotic episode from MDMA and it was very terrifying i must say. I will never look at a person as psychotic ever again nor label a person as psychotic either. what they have to go through is the most raw fear a person can go through. and i sometimes have dreams with people telling me my brain is working too much. Can anybody help me?

I hate that drug btw it ruined my ability to live a normal life. Im still trying to slowly recover so dont look at me as a druggie i dont do them.