Everyone can lucid dream, most do, most don't realize it. I've had one I know of, right after reading the beginning of Castaneda's "Art of Dreaming" and smoking a "j". It was interesting, but I don't think I actually entered REM sleep.

Your not a freak. Your not alone.

I've felt the same way before, for many different reasons. Don't follow the norm, it's not worth it.

"...Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't you fucking judge me!"
- Slipknot