It would seem my brain is desperate for me to NOT have the kind of LD I want - one that's long, vivid, populated and with plenty of control.
Case in point: Last night, I dreamt about what looked like a combination of two games I've been playing recently. Then... I raise my hands, and throw a nearby tank into a river.
I don't know how, but it was a cool feeling. Being able to levitate things.

But I DIDN'T GET LUCID! AARRGH!
I guess I can have lucidity, or control. But never both at the same time.