How many ppl on the forum exagerate about their dreaming endeavors, or just lie?
How lucid can someone actually be, can it get to the point where you are essentially yourself like in the real world, but in an imaginary universe, like a very intense hallucination where you can act, think and rationalize like you would normally in everyday life? Can your lucid dream be as real to you as reality? In a sense, can the lucid dream be the equivalent of escaping into an imaginary reality, can it be that powerful????
I had something very similar to a full lucid dream. I was walking in a warehouse with my friends, and all of a sudden I realized I was dreaming. Now, I talk to ppl about lucid dreams, and they tell me so casually, "oh yea, I have that all the time, like I'm in a nightmare and I know I'm dreaming so I make it dissapear" I'm always thinking no, I don't think you get it, that doesn't sound like a lucid dream, it just sounds like a regular dream in which ur dream self just said he/she was dreaming, your mind wasn't concious of it, it was just a part of your normal dream. My lucid dream experience was totally different than that. It comfirmed to me that most ppl I know who think they have lucid dreams actually don't, because if they experienced what I did, they wouldn't describe it so casually, they wouldn't describe it like that, I know, trust me (lol, )
What happened to me was at the moment of awareness, at the moment of lucidity, I felt such a strange sensation, like my body was asleep, but my mind was awake. I can't describe how exciting it felt, and beautiful, because I had been trying to have the mysterious lucid dream for a while. It was that feeling of being half awake half asleep that clued me in that this was something different, something new, that this was in fact a lucid dream. I'm pretty sure now that the only real time I was in control in that lucid dream was when I tried to stay calm, when I did my RC (how crazy that I didn't need to breath! and when I looked at my hand (it was incredibly disfigured) When I looked up, I was in my house, and now, I was still in that, body asleep-mind awake lucid sensation, but I'm pretty sure I didn't have full control, or else I would have done as much crazy stuff as possible. It felt more like I was in for the ride of my dream, but I was cociously aware of it, and able to think and reflect on what was happening, and every now and then I would feel a little bit of control slip in, honestly, it's hard to really remember the details of it now.
Back to my first question.
I love this site, I can't stress that enough,
sometimes though, I kind of lose faith in LDing when I read posts that sounds a little ridiculous, fabricated, or explanations where ppl say they had an LD, but they describe something that sounds like the fake LDs my friends would describe to me.
I dunno, mybe it's just bcuz I'm in a dry period, and since I haven't had any LDs lately, I have lost a little faith.
But I did have a really cool experience with WILD and self inducing sleep paralysis, but I wrote that in another post. That definitely got my faith up in WILD, and that it is actually something that could really work
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