Kitten thanks for advice, i agree with what you said. By the very nature of a repressed memory, retrieving it will be a very traumatic experience. I have some really good people in my life who know about what i am doing, and they are here to support me completely.

And sprout thanks for your responses. It is something i need to know, its the only way for me to move on with my life. I will know that it is the truth when i see it, because i will also feel it, and re-experience it, and it will be familiar. And that part kinda scares me a bit, but i wouldnt be doing it if it wasnt absolutely necessary.

I will keep you posted with any progress.

Sp.