'Cause I have an odd habit of doing things I tell myself not do on a mental level.

For instance, if I see a funny looking person while I'm walking down the street I'll tell myself don't laugh until you pass them, but end up laughing regardless.

Also, I remember on one occasion in an attempt to LD by repition come up with absolutely nothing, but than a few nights later, didn't give ld'ing much of a thought and had a very vivid dream.

That's what has me wondering if an opposite thought pattern could somehow induce a lucid dream.