hello guys, you may call me jakal here

ive just come to realise, that my form of dreaming isnt entirely what i thought, you see ive been experiencing what you call lucid dreams, as far back as i can remember, i dont have to "become lucid" i just am, always i have never had a non-lucid dream i can remember (mind you, my dream recall isnt exactly the greatest) suffice it to say, i just found out, that this isnt natural in a dream, and a lot of things have become clearer, i was under the impression everybody did it

ive read a few tales, and it seems however my dreams become a great deal more intense, and havea great deal more control of them then whats beeing reported

anyhting i want i can do, with very very few exceptions

some examples of what i have done
-extinguished the sun, with my hands
-fought with the romans at thermopolae
-met and interacted with a great many aliens, all of whom i had no control over

this is strange for me, i have control of every aspect of my dream, what people say, even what people think

there are however a few things that cant be controlled
-occasionally (very very rarely) i come across what i believe to be another LD'er i have no control of them, or any of there aspects, and aspects of my world, albeit small ones change without my wanting it to do so
i cant control things that are beyond what i have created (such as alien species)

another thing i cant control are the known dead, i will explain with a breif description of a purposely reoccuring dream:

this dream starts once a year, every year, near x-mas time, i control every aspect but one, should it have been a "normal dream" i dont think id be scared, but because its lucid it can be horrifying, and uplifting.
im at my grandmother old house(i take myself there once year) the family is there, and each year, i make them look one year older(kind of like ms paint, except i freeze time, and draw right on them with my "reality marker" that aside, my grandmother is there, i know shes dead but for some reason, shes the only deceased person i can ever get to materialize, and she talks to me, but the strange thing, (for me anyway) is she talks to me, just like she would, and i cant control where the conversation goes ever she gives me advice and insight, and while i have control of everything else, it scares me, because im not used to not beeing able to control it, i think it may be her

also sometimes i find myself in worlds that arent mine, but i can still control to some extent, i think it may be another LDers world

nonetheless, ive come here, to challenge myself, its when i get bored, that my dreams take on a nasty aspect ( what else do u do when ur bored and omnipotent? kick ass)

so somebody, please offer me a challenge,


jakal