From: The Tibetan yogas of Dream and Sleep
Karma means action. Karmic traces are the results of actions, which remain in the mental consciousness and influence our future. We can partially understand karmic traces if we think of them as what in the West are called tendencies in the unconscious. They are inclinations, patterns of internal and external behavior, ingrained reactions, habitual conceptualizations. They dictate our emotional reactions to situations and our intellectual understandings as well as our characteristic emotional habits and intellectual rigidities. They create and condition every response we normally have to every element of our experience.[/b]
According to the book, Karma has a huge impact on dreams... but I don't think its affecting you in the way you are thinking. A big part of the book I just quoted is about how we react to karma. Most people react, to use the author's words, with "grasping or aversion" meaning that when some karmic traces come your way, if they are favorable you grasp them and if they are not you avoid them. If you can let these karmic traces go (even the good ones) they won't obscure your reality and you will be more aware of your being.
Have you even been so involved in a dream that, even though it was utterly ridiculous, you didn't see the dream for what it was (if you had seen the dream for what it was, you would have become lucid). Well, the idea is that you get so involved in karma that you fail to see life for what it is.
I've gotten off track, sorry--got excited about talking about karma. I get the same thing all the time. I had a reserch paper due this Monday, until the weekend I had been all proud because I had been making steady progress with my dream recall but once I realised how screwed I was with regard to that paper... My recall was shot. Still, I think a little patience should straighten things out for the both of us.
As far as sam goes, forget him. If he is so concerned about his own image that he needs to try to mess yours up to feel good about it, then he's a looser. I'm not sure how old you and your classmates are, but if people are actually buying into his crap... they won't for long. People will grow up and see him for the looser he is.
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