Hey, i've not been really paying much attention to lucid dreaming over the past week or two, i'm starting to not remember any dreams at all, i'm not having a moan, more of an unsure what to do moment, my exams, revision and coursework have been really persistant and i'm starting to wonder whether these past few months of work are a waste of time since i will have less time shortly to try lucid dreams, i maybe wouldn't mind as much if i knew i could lucid dream on maybe a fortnightly basis but i can't, i really truely suck at lucid dreaming and giving up all this for my exams seems like i'm going to have to put another 4 months of effort in after my exams to get back to where i was about a week or two ago, i'm getting stressed over lots of things like being bullied at school which doesn't add when it comes to the exam period, i'm dealing with it but at the end of a crap day all i want is a nice lucid dream to put me at ease, i read tons of posts on hereof people getting better with ease "oh i've had my 7th lucid dream" i've only had 3, i'm sure there are people who are finding it harder than me but i am truly unsure what i should do, i may be a little happier if my recall wasn't so bad, having a lucid dream seems so far away at this point in time and i feel really jealous of all you who "brag about your lucid skills" and have regular lucids, one lucid that lasts about an hour would keep me going for about a month, people are telling me that the lucid dreams will improve but what is there to improve when i can't even become lucid? All i can really offer on these forums at the moment is advice and posts where i plan on quitting but its getting to a stage where i really truely have had enough. It's like i'm trapped in a bubble that i can't pop no matter how hard i try