Hi fellow dreaming peples,
I would like to tell you about some of my experiences as f late with my dreams and ask a few things :
-Have you heard of this before with people on antidepressants?
-Is this a good way to become lucid?
-Should I supplement my difficulty relaxing in my dreams with some sort of sleep aid? or try to take advantage of my turbulent dream world?
I will now describe some of my :"Scary-ass dreams"
1) I am locked in a bathroom on 2nd story of my house, my family has perched my dog on outside to maul me if I try ot escape through my window. Terror ensues. I am trapped, my family has turned on me, my dog wants to kill me, im locked in this tiny bathroom. Soon I realize things are ok , and that I was building bandaids for my mom, (I have no idea what the f-ck that means). But the mood of the dream switched so quick.
2) I am taken away from my family and put into a replacement one, not like a foster family , but a family with some creepy bald man, releigeous in his own way, and 1 of 7 sybolings. The dream is all about me trying to escape and killing this man, and realizing that maybe I never had a normal family, and feeling trapped in the questions of existence. The whole world, was grim and dark, and I felt lke it was an alternate reality, one of only horrifically sick proportions, a world of sick perverts stealing children and religefying them. The funny (If you can call it that) was that when I had somehow succeeded in getting rid of this horrific man, I realized it had all taken' place in my house. And there were weird pipes with strange fluids getting pumped into the different floors of the house. ...
3) I am one of say 8 people taken captive by a group of sick thugs. For some reason they began to torture us. There were man times I would have tried to kill them had it not been for their vicious nature and watchful eyes. There was a point in time when all 8 of us found ourselves in a tank that was to fill with water and drown us. One was let go because his number was drawn out of a hat. These weirdass sadists took pleasure in watching it slowly fill with water, but then the scene swtiched. I find myself on my back lawn, in terror over this girl with a shotgun over me, she puts it down for some reason, and I jump at the chance, grap it , and fire at a guard watching over the fense (all at my own house!). I miss and am shot myself. I feel the wooziness, and wonder if I am dead, and soon I find myself running out in front of my house trying to draw attention to the fact that There are killers and criminals terrorizing us, and some people next door accuse ME of being a killer, this was the last straw, I basically felt myself float up to the sky and fly over all the problems while everyone was accusing me of killing...By this time I knew I was dreaming, to a very small extent, however, I woke into the same sequence for of 5 times before waking in reali life...scary stuff my friends...
Thoughts? anything is welcome, I had to get this weird stuff off my chest. In a weird way though I don't want these dreams to stop, they are so real, and I feel so intrigued by the content.
Again, here are my main concerns...
- Have you head of people before with this problem on antidepressants?
-Is this a good way to become lucid?
-Should I supplemement my difficulty relaxing in my dremas with some sort of sleep aid? or try to take advantage of the dream world?
-Have you had any similar dream experiences?
Guys, I appreciate you reading (If you got till here ), I'll talk to you soon
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