Thread: SP help

this is my SP Frightening Experience ugghhrrruuu dude i've achieved a shower of SP backthen, i used to do alot of DILDs before at wil.l i goto say that my mind was weak when it came to having nightmares.. this is how i have accidentally forced MY First SP experience...so i was in a very scary nightmare and all of a sudden, i gained lucidity. i said to myself holys**t im dreaming. what i did was try to shake my head to "FORCE MYSELF OUT OF THE DREAM" ....(so i shook my head in a way like if someone had invAded my head and i tried to get them out).... "JUST SO U CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I SHAKED MY HEAD" anyways while i shaked my head i kinda got trapped between my dreamworlf and realword. I then was in full SP and couldn't move a muscle. since it was my first time that this has happend to me, i was scared as shit!! and thought i had died in my sleep but my mind was completly awake..Dudes this was very freaking scary specially when i started seing things..i look across my brother's bed and immediately noticed him up out of bed and staring at me..i was like holyshit!!!and i tried calling his name and i noticed no sound cameout of my mouth except deadsilence.i suddenly noticed this was not my brother and infact i look closely and my actual brother was sleeping tighly.. my astral shit was about to burst into my pants!!f***K...i then start to hesitate and noticed i could hear my own mind everytime i though of something..i could even somehow see in the dark but blurry{scaryshit!!} i tried imagining things like a circle and i seen it clearly,..man what was so weird was that i tried picking up my hands to find that my hands were somehow ghostly-like( they looked like actual ghost hands,especially see-through like a kind of holigram and had a very see-through lightbabyblue color) like if i was a ghost or something..freaky!!!! i didnot know what the heck was happening but my hands were ghostly hands..i thought, they were not my real hands..i then start to feel something grabbing my foot, very strong hands by the way, i tried to struggle but it was worthless( couldn't move)i suddenly tried as hard as i could to move until it left my body and i could now mov my hands but they felt kinda heavy....donno what was that about but SP is sure freaky as hell