Alright this may interest some of you.
I am currently 18, but when i was 13 my best friend in public school, while we were in grade 7 died.

He apparently hung himself in his closet, although i didn't think it was true for a long time, Hell I'll never know the truth. All i know is we were really close, and this happened all of a sudden, without warning.

The night it happened i was having troubles breathing, and i didn't know why... but i kept telling my sister i felt like i was being choked.

This was the exact time frame it all happened, and it was as if i had a strong spiritual connection with my friend. I found out the next morning he has died, and realized why i could int breathe the night before (and it shocked me)

When the funeral came around, i went, and it was an open casket. There played my former friend, with his face sunk over his skull. Such an eerie sight, that can't escape my memory.

During the service, i fainted from emotional stress, and the heat inside the funeral home. During this fainting spell, i actually had a dream i was at the funeral, but i was WITH me friend, standing there talking to him. I almost think it was his way of saying goodbye to me, after he was gone.

After this, my life changed drastically. My other friend contemplated suicide, because he thought he was responsible for my deceased friends death. (he was teasing him) It took months to get him out of this mindset, but eventually became sane again.

Since my friend died, i have sensed him greatly in everyday objects, when i least expect it. It may sounds odd, but its like his spirit, not his face. Just a very strong feeling of his presence. Oddly i sensed him the most in car headlights, and smiley faces (i know, its weird)

Anyways, he visits me in dreams constantly, and its a very surreal experience. It's as if we can hang out, even though he died many years ago.

My question is: Do you think this is really my friends spirit, or just my own traumatic dilusions.