I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED to LD tonight!! I just have to. Every post I read about people's success stories every awesome little trick, everything I've ever wanted to try (But was sadly reminded that it was impossible) is all focused on this one little task. LUCID DREAMING!!! Hello, it's as if some angel came and told me that I can anything IF I achieve this small little task. One which I am so close to getting that I can nearly taste it! Even in my dreams I talk about Lucid Dreaming. I want to. (Not even realizing that I could if only i had the tiny ipiphany that "Hey, I'm dreaming." But NOOO! I am too stupid to realize it.

Sorry. I just had to get some frustration out. Tonights going to be it. It has to. I will have the greatest success story for you all tomorrow.