Well, I finally got as far into SP as I ever have, I don't know just how far it was... but wow.
Okay, so I tried a few times... keeping in mind the "How to trick your body into falling asleep while your mind is awake" thread. I never did, however, feel that huge urge to move, I don't think, but I still think I got into SP, or very very close.
Anyway, as I was relaxed and the numbeness was growing, a few times I felt a really weird feeling in my chest. Not the tightening or heavyness as people describe, but rather the exact opposite. I felt like something was coming OUT of my chest.... just like this numbing fountain... it's really hard to describe, but it was more like a loosening then a heavyness, a wave of lightness directed outwards from my chest.
And then, after I got this a few times... I felt this... just... huge wave of heavyness come over me... it felt like everything was caving in... and my heart just uncontrollably started beating really fast... I moved and i felt out of it. However, after I moved, I still felt like my body retained a lot of the heavyness I had felt when I was getting into SP.
Can someone tell me what that feeling in my chest was, and whether or not I was in SP, and just any other commentary or advice they would like to give?
Thanks in advance 
~blakin
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