Hi guys,

i'm new to all this and am fascinated by the whole thing - i've been reading this site for hours lol

basically, not that its good but i spent a lot of my life having WILDs day and night due to glue intoxication; i had no idea at the time but now i know what was going on!
i don't do drugs now, and i've grown into a respectable, employed person with my own place so no ill effects - quite the opposite - i now have the most amazing relationship with my sub concious as we've spent years getting to know each other - albeit in a pretty nonconventional manner lol.

now i realize what was happening, its made me realise i (as in my concious)have ultimate control over my mind, which is something only recently i can say - up till now i'd think one thing and believe another - eg paranioa - i know i'm a nice person but believed i wasn't.
now i can choose what i believe and feel to a certain extend - obviuosly i can't jus suddenly beleve a different religion through choice or anything major but i can over ride silly feelings that aren't real.
this has improved my confidence undescribably and i'm interested if anyone else has found that lucid dreaming affects how they are when they are awake.

any comments will be welcomed with interest.....