Thread: I'm back... I think

Originally Posted by Clairity

shadownet, that sounds like an awful lot to deal with.

Is there anyone you can talk to about all this (a relative, counselor, etc).. someone who can help you make sense of all that you're experiencing and why.

Unfortunately, no.
I don't have any friends, and as horrible as it may seem, I honestly don't care if I ever see most of my relatives every again. I did have a psychologist a while ago, and he said I'm have a little bit of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and extreme social anxiety, but I tried for a year to get rid of him and the medication, so I'm not going back.

But, lets go back to the LDing. My issues are exhausting and we all know I have a lot of them.

I would love to be able to get back into this. I have only had two, but I want to have them more often. Is there a way that I could get them to happen quicker? I'm already starting the dream journal, and I keep trying the Sleep Paralysis to WILD thing. Any suggestions?

P.S.
I do appreciate the concern over my life problems, and I'm not just shrugging anyone off about them. I'm having a lot of trouble recently and I don't have much of a release, which is what I'm hoping LDing will do for me. It would be a release and it would get rid of my bad dreams, so it would help a lot.

i nearly cried because you said all those things. i hope everything gets better for you.

I'm not sure if you're being sarcastic or not...

I'm not asking for sympathy or anything, just explaining the situation.