Last night I had a dream that I was w/my boyfriend in a car and nobody was driving and I got really scared, but then my dad appeared and was driving... and I never thought that was weird. I guess I figured I'm such a weirdo, I was probably not paying enough attention to see my dad was driving...

After that I had a dream, where I went downstairs and started to talk to my family, but suddenly I felt like I was falling over, and everything turned black and I said "help" but they ignored me and I went into the paralysis thing I always do...

Why wont it stooooooop?
Why can't I go lucid?

Gahhhh.