Our inner selves are the real us... whatever we do in a dream is what we really want to do in life but we cant do because of reprecussions, but my guess is that you were dreaming of being lucid....?, its happend to me before, i had a dream my dream guide was standing over my bed and he was showing me how to dream controll but i just couldnt grab the fact of how to do it? even though you can naturaly do it easilly.