*sighs and holds hand to a temple* I know I should hunt around the forum trying to find my answers before I open a new topic, but I keep getting lost around here, and I'm sorry, but...

*sighs again* Long story short, a rather nasty lucid nightmare; I can only b happy that I was lucid and forced myself to wake up after what was approximately twenty seconds percieved in my dream.

It scared the living daylights out of me, and I suppose I'm making progress by suddenly deciding that everything was wrong, that the early morning sunlight streaming into my room was too golden and almost irradescent, and the sheer ludicracy of the situation... but...

I DON'T want a repeat... This was last Sunday morning and I'm still shaken...

I'm trying to figure out if I ought to do what I did when I was young and decide to not remember anything from my dreams anymore and effectively not dream again, or if maybe I really focused on actually honing LD abilities instead of kinda half-assing it like I have been, I might do better, and... ugh, I don't know... I'm nervous and skittish and don't want to bring it up directly with my lover despite the fact that he's usually the one I ask about anything to do with LDing, because I honestly don't want to tell him what happened...

just... could somebody help me out a bit? please? I'm really kinda freaked...