I have been having a dry spell for a very long time. I got out of trying to have a lucid dream and then got back into it. But since I have been trying I have not had much success which is very weird for me because the very first time I tried I succeeded 100% and I thought it was easy. I like wild's.
Here is my question. The other night I had a dream that I was flying around. Like superman. Just flying. Not headed anywhere specific. But I believe that I had a lucid dream but kind of feel like I dreamed I had one. It's weird because I know I made decisions as if I was aware but don't remember thinking I was aware. I remember as I started becoming more aware of the dream the flying got harder. Like when i landed I couldn't take off again. So I remember forcing control saying "This is my mind, I can do what I want" And then I took off again. But it was still hard. The point is that I feel like I have had several dreams that I was having a lucid dream but never really achieved full awareness. It feels like a dream within a dream. Does anyone know what I am talking about?