Well, when I first started lucid dreaming, (December 07), I was really into it, and was having 7 or 8 LD's per month. They were really exciting, I did cool stuff, and they were very vivid.

My LD rate slowly declined, and now I am having 1 or 2 per month (still never gone a month without one). I would like to have more, but I just can't get my motivation up, and even when I do have them, the experience last for a much shorter time, and I usually get nothing done, because I am driven by sex/flying goals, both of which I know make me lose lucidity faster, but I can't help myself.

I still love lucid dreaming, and would really like to get back into the flow, but I am even losing some interest in going on DV other than to chat with my friend. I don't know what to do, essentially.