Ok shadow,
This time im going to state my opinion and do it the nice way.
It seems that you have quite the amount of control, as I read your stuff
Now I to have been able to have LDs when I was a kid but mine are so much diffirent from yours..
I never gave my self true control mabey a minor things but I someway always knew that control in the end would prove to be useless.
You on the other hand seem to take full control of the environment, shape the environment, create new environements, will everything you want and take control of people,or create people. But if you do all that you are once going to hit a wall my friend, control goes to a certain point and there it is, like I said you cannot be God.
If you let things come naturaly and try and discover your true self, your inner self and open yourself up completely to the other reality you can to a much deeper level. Yes control might be fun in your eyes but i could never live with facts such as:
- Everything here is my creation, it didnt come to stand on its own
- Everything here is going to fade away soon
- Nobody here has a free will of its own
- My powers are awesome but nobody is here to witness them
Then there is also the fact that simply having everything you want is not good for a soul, it stops your development as somebody has to go trough certain things before one can be enlighted, you cannot learn from ultimate control. One must learn to accept that nothing will ever go how one wants it to go, i said it before and I say it again..
"You never get what you want in the end, you get what you deserve"
I know you do not believe in 2 actual realities but im stating my opinion anyway. As long as you remain ultimate control you will be always stuck in your little part of that reality, while if you would give it up and open yourself you would be able to find out so much more knowledge nad experience. Spirits so exist, they come naturally, one does not will them to come or even expect them.. they come, when you are ready for them and open for them. Finding a new world that is not the near to perfect world you imagined, yes you open yourself to shit, but every world is full of shit, no world is perfect, perfect is non existant. We are not meaned to be perfect, we cannot develope in perfectance, only if we where enlighted we would be perfect, and even then im not sure.
I know you are not going to stray from the path you are walking in achieving ultimate control, aye, then I wish you luck my friend. Find your luck in that world then, I suppose it can be sastisfactory. But not in my eyes, and someday you will hit a wall, inevitably.
But really, its nice you have so much control, I gues 95% of this forum would have nothing rather then have it aswell.
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