I have praktis lucid dreaming for half a year or so.
In the begining it was just for fun, but i didn“t took me long to discover what i could do with LD, in the dreams i could be with the woman i loved/love, in the real world i can“t (she is dead).

Now it“s become are problem for me, agian and agian i seek her in my dreams. Some times i hope i could sleep for the rest of my life, just to be with he. I know it sounds crazy, and i know she is just a illusion.


Anyone reconize my problem? What the hell am i going to do, it is tearing me apart.