I feel like when I first started, I used to be able to lay down and have the patience and be able to keep my eyes from flitting long enough to have lots of HI. Now I can't, even when I wake up I try to do a WILD and I cant even come close, I did it so well before, now even if I think I WANT TO LD I WANT TO LD until I fall asleep as I try to WILD I dont even MILD, I cant ld at all, it sucks