 Originally Posted by imj
I think it may lead to Schizophrenia in my case if I continue
Schizophrenia is a scary word, but in reality you're unlikely to have it. It is not an illness per se but a collection of a few symptoms that gets labeled like that. Inward persective is not one of them.
I have stopped my activities but find it difficult to restablish normal thought patterns without losing focus and going inward again toward lucid dreaming thoughts. At the same time I find it almost impossible to NOT think of it as it already has become a thought pattern by itself. The remedy I think is to allow the thoughts as random but not pay too much attention to it so after sometime it'll fade I guess.
The remedy is to plunge yourself into reality, judging by your complaint about having no life it is the real root of your problem, and LDing might be a substitute for something else. So that really is the best advise I can give you! Dealing with reality a lot has a side-effect of destroying obsessions, too, by making you too busy to think of them.
And if you want to block out the annoying thought patterns at times when you're alone and happen to have nothing to do, you could instead study something very hard (non-school chemistry, math) or pick an addictive activity (gaming, watching movies), in other words do something that can temporarily blast out all thoughts unrelated to it by the amount of focus required to do it. But that alone is unlikely to help you, in my opinion.
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