Seems the dreaming effect is controlling the concious mind which makes it hard to break away from it. I have been thinking this started ONLY after my mother passed away in 2007...before I din't have any of this "Schizophrenic" like symptoms even when I was very obsessed with lucid dreaming, I still had my feet touching reality. It could be the sudden grief/sense of loss and security although I have recovered quite abit but I admit my perception had shifted toward the unreal like as though her death was not part of reality and neither am I and I also noticed a shift in things like my room and familiar environments feels estranged from the way it was. I think doing lucid dreaming during this time after her death for too long could have aggrevated the condition and produced a "Schizophrenic" like effect on the mind that I may not be aware off or paid much attention to. So the remedy may be to overcome her death and regroup the mind like you mentioned...plunge back into reality. |
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