Yeah, that's probably sleep walking. I don't think being bipolar does anything like that because I've researched all the physical/ mental symptoms a lot because I'm bipolar too.
"Anybody else have to take what amounts sleeping tablets with lithium and still be able to LD?"
Yeah, I'm on Lithium plus 2 - 3 pills of Geodon for sleeping. I haven't tried to remember my dreams in awhile, but I had about 6 - 7 lucid dreams in 45 minutes last night, because I went to sleep without taking my sleeping pills. Horrible dreams, only lasted a minute in dream time and my head felt like I'd just taken 5 sleeping pills IN the dream so it'd fall and it'd be extremely hard to lift it during them.
I kept waking up after every one. I only didn't take my pills after the first one because I wanted to see if I could harness it and have a long lucid dream. I was in one, and flying down toward a lake that looked like it was full of blue colored Lifestream from FF7
(http://www.finalfantasyunion.com/gpics/lifestream.jpg) with another guy, because another guy needed something from it, when my head just fell and that numbing and prickly sensation came back, I tried to lift it up and continue the dream but couldn't. I just woke up. Weird opposite/ reversal thing that being tired should wake me up. After I took my two pills, I slept 19 restful hours. I was kinda locked in the depression exhaustion. Shaky for awhile after I woke up too. I'm type 2 bipolar, which means more depression then manic but I haven't done THAT in awhile.
Normally though, I can lucid dream when I want usually. Just haven't actively tried in awhile. I usually DILD when going for lucids, as starting lucids suck for me because they're so boring.
"Now a simple question..
In my dreams I'm not really in them, its more like I'm watching a movie. Is this kinda normal."
Yeah, I used to do that all the time when I was younger, kinda like you were watching yourself do something in the dream. I don't do that anymore though. Maybe you should stop watching a lot of movies like I used to or something.
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