damn... thats more than a little disturbing |
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I was at a funeral, I realised that the funeral already happened, I did an unreality check (made a priest disappear) and became aware! |
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damn... thats more than a little disturbing |
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Am currently Learning Effective Dream control.
Only those who attempt the absurd will achieve the impossible.
I think it's in my basement... let me go upstairs and check.
~M. C. Escher
DILDS: 20+ (lost count >>)![]()
WILDS: 1-2 (cant remember) lol
Goals: Grow Wings [X] Fly [X] See Bf [] Talk to my Dream Guide [] Talk to random DC [] Breathe underwater [X] Go to the past/future [] shapeshift [] explore universe/space [] go tiny/HUGE [] See farires/dragons [] Turn invisible [] rescue a prince []
My DJ!!!yes, i suck that much at it.
Suggestions are Welcome...
That realization came to me outside of a dream, but yeah nihilism can be a very shocking and scary thing to deal with. I sat in complete silence for 4 hours just thinking. There is something very different about hearing the universe and everything in it does matter and really understanding it. Whether or not you reject this belief no human can be a true nihilist, if one were they would lay down, stop moving, eating, drinking, and die. I believe that actually understanding the universe is pointless takes so much energy that it's hard to do that and other things all at the same time. You get swept up in the moment and forget it for a while. It can be depressing and it can be calming and relaxing, it depends on how you look at it. We continue to do things because they feel good and we continue to obey rules because we understand consequence. I find nihilism very freeing. When you catch yourself thinking "why am i doing this if it doesnt matter" just really think about it. So many people go through their lives not examining anything. Live life to its fullest just because you can. Weigh the consequences don't just do something because you've been told. Good and evil don't exist...so what. If helping people feels good; do it. If being a selfish prick suits you; do it. Just remember there are consequences. And yes it's very close to anarchy, but in a nihilistic world anarchy isn't good or bad, it exists because it can. |
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Pretty cool dream. |
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Last edited by ArcanumNoctis; 03-29-2010 at 06:11 AM.
...that sounds amazing. I found an article on Stumbleupon a few days ago about some force outside our universe that is pulling ours outwards. Sounds pretty crazy. If I could LD, I would do what you did. |
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LDs to date: 0
Goals:
Fly [] "Hug" Keira Knightley [] "F Take part in an epic fantasy battle [] Use Super Powers [] Talk to my mental projection[]
Very cool dream. Only once have I done something anywhere close to that. I was out in space and I just stopped. I had some sense about me, or I asked to see the WHOLE thing. Like that sort of, whether I said it out loud or in my thoughts. Then I was looking at what any hubble long-exposure would look like, but for some reason it felt immense and huge. Then I thought to myself, "I can't possibly be looking at more than HALF of it." As I was sure that if I turned around I would see the same thing in the opposite direction. And that's when I got this sick feeling. I wasn't very tied into the dream, it didn't feel that real etc. that's probably why it didn't totally freak me out, but it did get to me a little for a few hours. |
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My dream journal
http://dreamviews.com/community/showthread.php?t=84554
Even I became a little crazy reading that. You need to talk to someone! |
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WILD=0
Our dreams are only as good as we make them!
MEMENTO MORI!
Lucid dream goal: Fly over a city at night and watch all the lights!
Also, nihilism is very damaging to your mind. It makes you crazy. Of course there is a purpose with life. If you don't belive in God, then you must have something else to live for, why else would you keep moving? The meaning of life is whatever you decide for yourself, what matters to you. Walking around and saying that nothing has any purpose, is just dumb. |
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WILD=0
Our dreams are only as good as we make them!
MEMENTO MORI!
Lucid dream goal: Fly over a city at night and watch all the lights!
That is your own opinion.... |
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Send her a letter with a dead squirrel and a message "Like this squirrel, my love for you has expired"?
Reply to Filimonki: |
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My dream journal
http://dreamviews.com/community/showthread.php?t=84554
Wow i read that and it made my gut turn |
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Total number of Lucid Dreams: 6
Goals:
Become Lucid [X] Fly for first time [X] Share a Lucid Dream [] Meet my DG [] Summon Something [] Be a Giant [] Dream Date [] Meet someone on the moon [] Meet with my mate []
I'm one of those who had to make this experience in waking life due to psychological circumstances. It was scary as hell to assume nothing was worth anything anymore, thank god it was just a short period of time I felt it... |
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