I was at a funeral, I realised that the funeral already happened, I did an unreality check (made a priest disappear) and became aware!
Finally LUCID again!
I flew away, leaving everyone behind... I tried flying to the edge of the universe, it just went on and on..
I couldn't comprehend the size of it, it dwarfed me no matter how fast I went.
I folded the universe in half under me, I jumped faster than I could fly, I did it over and over and over, seven times I folded the universe in half!
Finally I stood at the edge of the universe looking back, the leading edge moving at the speed of light under my feet, there was nothing to be seen in front of me, no light existed beyond the edge, everything glowed red behind me, blue in front of me
I took careful bearings and determined the universe is expanding. But towards what?
I imagined a line in front of me that went back to my body, I followed the line out of the universe searching for more, as I left our universe I could feel it pulling me, I could feel the gravity of everything pulling me back, but I could feel the gravity of something else pulling me away!
It felt like holding your hand over a drain in a sink, it sucked you towards it, I was being pulled forward and backward,
I moved towards the other force, I couldn't see it but I could feel it...
The distance was enormous, I folded my line over and over crawling towards it,
Pull, gather, fold, Pull, gather, fold
About twenty folds later everything burst into light, another universe was around me!
Everything felt wrong here, gravity was stronger my body (or what I saw as my body) felt denser, light moved slower(?)
I backed out of this universe and gave dimensions to the pull I felt, Everything snapped into focus around me!
Thousands of universes all around me, not seen but felt!
the tear of gravity like light! like sound to a blind man,
I could feel the other universes around me because MY universe expanded towards them!
The edge of our universe is deformed, pulling like taffy towards our nearest neighbour
It is very slight, just the effect of more matter acting on that side can it be measured?
THERE IS NO DARK MATTER!
WE ARE EXPANDING TOWARDS OTHER UNIVERSES!
THE UNIVERSES THAT SURROUND US ARE WHAT DARK MATTER IS!
There is no good, no evil, just mindless churning boiling matter.
They collide and contract, they throw off excess matter that coalesces into new universes, if they become static they are disturbed by other universes eventually and collapse or explode again,
I'm awake, I brush my teeth, throw up, brush my teeth again and spend the day in fear.
I don't want to dream again...
My only hope is that I decided to go there,
If I do go lucid again I'll spend my time at ancient roman orgys, I will never go to the edge of the universe AGAIN!
Peterdreaming
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