Ah, I feel a bit better. I am going to try it again tonight. I find this strange but the more I learn about lucid dreaming and the more I read other people's posts the more I realize that I have been in a WILD state before and maybe even experienced a lucid dream or two. Many a times I have woken up and been completley paralized and made frantic, powerful jolts trying to get my body moving again. This happened alot when I was younger, I can remember being paralized and trying to scream for help but no avail. I also remember waking up curled up at the foot of my parents bed, in their comforter. I'm not sure what this means but, I have always slept with the television on, and occasionally I will fall alseep paying attention. The voices coming from the TV no longer make sense, but I see it and hear it clearly. You know, I tried last night and woke up feeling tired but mentally rested, which is not normal for me. I am prone to mood swings and boughts of depression from time to time, but today seemed brighter then normal. Even if I never go fully lucid, I will be damn happy trying.
Thanks for all the feedback!
EDIT - WOW, I should gather my thoughts before posting, that all seems like a jumbled mess.
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