Ok, i got some some really interesting results here but i really don't know what to say, well i set my alarm for 5am but then i awoke at 7am naturally and then looked at my alarm clock and it had stopped at 5am and was not working, i wasn't going to let this stop me, i went to the toilet an took a gulp of water from the tap and then i went downstairs with a towel. I then lay down on the couch which was really comfortable, i put in my earphones which i recevied yesterday with noise cancellation, they really helped, now i remember getting to a point whilst trying to WILD feeling that m body was gone, i sort of phased out, and then came back part way through trying to WILD and found myself not feeling part my body, i could still move them but they were definately beginining to get paralysed and i think i lay there and just continued to stay calm, i then tried to slow my breathing, and i then i began to wake up a bit more, but i continued to do it and i don't know what happened after that but i remember hearing loud noises even with my noise cancelling headphones on, it could have been part of HI.
Now this is the interesting part, now before i tell you i need you to realise that i don't know i did this within a dream or whether i drifted out of a dream and achieved a sort of DEILD but i remember myself in a dream in which i was in my house and i began to drift out of it and i felt partially awake and i said to myself "ok, i know that was a dream, lets try going back into it" and i stayed still, i felt drowsy and i then dream imagery began to show, i saw my front room and i was sat in a chair and i was worried that i may not be dreaming because i was sat in the front room chair though i was actually sleeping in the living room to try all of this. Anyways i was in the living room and it felt real, no really real, but real to the extent of me thinking that i was not dreaming, but i was still skeptical about the whole thing and i knew what i had planned for my next lucid, i thought to myself "who could i summon to ask questions too?" now for some reason i picked my first girlfriend from ages ago called charlotte, and i said "charlotte appear" or something like that, i may have just thought it in my mind, and then i waited, looked in the chair next to me and my mum had appeared. I was confused because my mind always seems to play tricks on me so i thought about it again. This time she appeared but she and the dream world looked a bit fuzzy and i don't know what happened but i must have done something but the dream just got vivid, not really vivid but she became easier to see. So we got up and walked towards my rug and i think i was about to ask her "whats the best thing to cause lucidity for me?" and i think i lost all consciousness and i just forgot everything after that. This is what puzzles me, this could have been me in a dream thinking that i did this but it could have really happened this morning, i'm really confused by the results, i knew i was dreaming, it was obviously a lucid dream but i'm not sure how to approach it because the results seem tangled.
Well thats the results from trying, i think i did pretty well from sitting on the couch downstairs, i did fall asleep alot easier with a towel over me instead of my big quilts on my bed, it really helped though, with such results i am definately going to try again, thanks alot Clairity
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