Okay... I know what I believe and what I don't believe.

I believe in the Bible and in Jehovah God.

I do NOT believe in a fiery hell or in ghosts. I don't believe in an immortal spirit.

I DO believe in energy. To what extent, I'm unsure. I believe in the power of plants, (to some extent) the power of the stars (or magnetism -???), and (to some extent) in the power of the mind and meditation.

I'm too estranged from my God, at this point in time, to turn to him. So I'm falling back into my old ways. But I'm no longer sure what those even were lol. I've practiced so many things throughout my life.

I'm slowly returning to runecasting. I made a set and consecrated them with my blood and with sandalwood oil and incense. And then I found my old stones that I've collected from my travels and I assigned them to the Futhark. I felt more in tune with the stones than with the wood. The stones are unmarked by hand but they have distinct markings of their own. I traced their shapes and unique colorings. I know which way I consider them murkstave and reversed.
With no markings, could I still use them for runecasting? What results can I expect (compared to using the standard materials).

More than anything... where do I go from here? I have a deep spiritual need and I found Jehovah once through the back door of spiritism and the likes... perhaps I can find him again in the future, or at least a simblence of spiritual peace....