Hey guys,

I dont know where to start. I have so much i wanna share. I guess il start with where i got in contact with this forum?

I have always known that there is a greater meaning with life. From when i was a child i could experience strange things i never could explain. Feeling stuff around me and having lucid dreams. Not in control of them but lucid non the less. I never knew why i dreamt this way and i stopped caring when i was in the age of meeting girls.

Fast forward to this year and from no where i start to think about these dreams i had when i was younger, so i start to talk with my cousin who is somewhat all into this meditate stuff and our purpose in the world. He opened up my mind to wanting to know more and searching for the questions i had. My number one question is what is my purpose in the world. Am i really only a human who is supposed to walk the same f**king way to work and do the same f**king thing and always wanting more and more? Something deep inside of me tells me that this is not the case. I have been ignoring this feeling for a long time but i have always felt unhappy. I have a good job, i get girls easy. Have alot of friends. But still i felt this unhappiness(i think this is a word?) inside of me. Untill i came across your forum. I starting reading peoples dream journals and i got more and more interested in this sort of stuff. I felt almost like home. My goal with lucid dreaming is to get to know my sub conscious more. I belive that the dreams that we dream are there for some reason. Not just for the sake of dreaming or letting our minds rest.

Ok enough with the ramble, Il get to the more interesting part. Last night i was practicing the way of WBTB. While i was lying in bed i could actually feel the my sub conscious pull me into the dream world. (I think this is what happend) Cause i could feel like my spirit was leaving my body. And then POOF! i was in a dream.


Im in a building, its a big building but i dont realise that im dreaming. It feels almost like a movie being played out in front of my eyes. First Person view that is. I can see a male with a cape and a girl running to catch me. I felt like i was the bad guy of the movie so i started to run.As i look back to see where they are while running i can see that the dude now has a superhero outfit. Suddendly i realise that i am dreaming and the ohh shit moment comes. It was a f**king awsome feeling. It felt so real. I looked at the ceiling and POOF! I started rising fast as hell, i flew out of the building and the superhero came after me. I can still feel the joy of realising that i am dreaming and i can do what ever i can. So i start to fly faster and laughing because it was so exciting. The faster i flew the more blurry it became and then..... i was awake.


Know my question to you guys is, Whas this a lucid dream with control or was it a semi lucid dream with semi control? Because from the beginning i could't control shit and it felt "dreamy" if you know what i mean. But after that it was like 70% more lucid when i realised that i was dreaming.


Oh and one last thing. Thank you guys for showing me a world i knew existed but had forgotten....

PEACE!