Buddhist eh? I donno if you really are, but i slighly follow that beleif, and on a few of my spiritual trips, i have snagged that belief that the world is being controlled sort of like in the matrix, and we are all brainwashed. Let me tell you, its all something you need to let go. I dont know if you have been smoking some herb but let me tell you, there is no reason to lay off, just realise that it is a product of your imagination and don't let that get to you as it has definatly gotten to me. if this strikes home, you can PM me if ud like