unique eperience

[bren]

This is quite interesting, well was gonna go to bed at night, but decided ill try to do a semi wild to go deep and repeat a mantra while doing it in hopes of getting a dild later in the night, so my intention was not to mild nor hit sp just get a mantra to stick. But anyhow i didn't care at all moved a bit, scratched an itch, etc. Somehow tho i got really deep really fast and hit SP faster than i ever have by not caring and just focusing on counting and the mantra. Anyhow when i hit it i got my first, understandable auditory hallucination. Instead of the waves, static type stuff I have gotten while in SP i heard the words of a girl say "I am here" or "I am near" kinda creepy, especially since it was sorta like an echo, but still pretty cool. At the same time i felt a chill go from my feet to my head, i think it was that wave, but who knows. I broke SP after as my intention wasn't to go into sp really, just close to it. But there really might be something about not trying so hard, or caring maybe. I dunno. I was amazed anyhow, about the speed it happened. 10-15 mins max id say if I had to guess, compared to my usually signs of sp hitting me around 30+. So my question is to sorta clarify something that I sorta stumbled upon while typing and reading what i wrote here. So for wilds you want to be really passive, almost to the point of not caring what happens, but DILDS are the complete opposite where you want to put a lot of effort and thought in?

[frenchblablabla]

Well, I think you're referring more to MILD when you say DILD, as you are using mantra's and repetition. But yes, it is true, you want a lot of focus for your MILD's and a strong repetitive intention. It's different for many people, but it seems that this could be a way for you to enter a WILD. That is the general rule for WILDs, is simply to be passive and let your body fall asleep while still managing to keep your mind in an awoken state.