Hi Everybody

[Slitz]

Hello there, my Name is Slitz, or otherwise known as Shawn. I'm your averege 19 year old who enjoys hanging out with his friends, playing some video games, and som partying. I've always been an 'Odd' person and if I explained alot of what goes on in my head I have no doubt in my mind I'd be slapped with a label of 'Crazy' and shipped off to the funny farm Dreams, have been a large part of my life for the past year or so. Before I started dreaming regularly(That I can remember - My Childhood and alot of teenage years are blocked out) I would rarely sleep. I'd stay up in cycles of 12 hours. Mainly because nothing good was going to come of sleeping, so why sleep, right? The past few months I had not been dreaming. I have been a blank slate and any dreams I may have had were not lucid nor concious in the slightest. Until last night that is. Last night I dreamed of a girl, Which, I can only imagine is my mind desiring to be in a relationship. I actually didn't want to wake from this dreams, but i did. 2 years ago, I went through a big break-up and the death of my unborn child. I orginally started dreaming constantly thinking of my ex-fiancee and being in my dreams with her. I was actually loosing myself to the reality I'd created. I was on massive amounts of sleeping pills and illicit drugs as I didn't or couldn't face reality. Now, I just need a place to figure out more about my dreams and assure myself I'm not crazy. Hi xD Ps: Is it true if you lay in the 'log' sleeping position and don't move at all you can trick your brain into thinking your asleep and can cause a form of 'high' where your perilized but can also cause lucid dreaming? Read it somewhere. I tried to use the above technic and did start to have auditory hallicinations I heard "hey!" which sounded like an ex of mine. Leads me to believe this does work. I was also feeling slightly peralized.