Dreaming about lucid dreaming?

[Vicious]

Hi, im new here and this is my first post I began learning about lucid dreaming about a year ago and then i pretty much abandoned the subject until recently and I've had plenty lucid dreams more than 15 that i remember. Thing is, they don't seem lucid, they're more like dreaming about lucid dreaming, my thought span is limited (usually to the subject of the dream), my mind seems fuzzy, i cant fly,run fast or anything like that and they fade away very quickly (like me forgetting its a dream and just going back to regular dreaming). Any help would be appreciated