Keep having some really bizarre dreams! Some of them I know I'm dreaming and can change them about if it gets too much as they're normally quite disturbing. I tend to like some macabre things anyway- bit strange I know- so I can handle alot of disturbing things, but sometimes they go past the line I have on whats scary. I just have no idea why? I have been very stressed for the past year, and I have manic depression? Is that why?

Like, last nights dream was, I was the devils daughter and he told me I had to go around the underworld, and send certain demons to the torture part of hell, or something? And so I went to send the first two demons to wherever, and they obviously weren't happy, and started a fight, threw some fireball on a chain at me, and then I was suddenly able to change what I was able to do, such as, fly. I knew I was dreaming the whole time, was so strange! But pretty cool at the same time!

Sometimes the images I'm thinking of get a bit much, and I try to wake myself up, but I cant! I'm trying and trying! but nothing! I sometimes even feel my body spasm out, from me trying to wake myself up, but Im still asleep?! any suggestions of why this could be happening?