G'day, no prizes for guessing where I'm from. 
So a little relevant info about me.
Ever since I was a kid, I have struggled with difficulties getting to sleep, not so much sustaining it though.. I have tried every trick in the book, and most to no avail, even sleeping pills, which i really did not like the side effects. Which brings me to:
Illegal drugs (way to make a first impression 'ey).
I smoke pot. I am a bit of a stress head, and it really takes the edge off and helps me relax when I get home from work. I have noticed (even before finding articles about LD on StumbleUpon) that the weed pretty much wipes out my ability to recall my dreams. But when I am smoking I can fall asleep in an hour or so, where as when I'm not smoking (for days, or even after being off it for 3+months), it takes me 3-5 torturous hours to fall asleep. None the less I am working on keeping to a minimum, perhaps weekends only, hoping to improve my recall, but I am still not sure what to do about the difficulties falling asleep.
I have had no notable experiences with lucidity while dreaming that I can recall in my life... I can recall on occasions where I have been lying awake for hours unable to sleep, where I have wondered if possibly I had actually been asleep and dreaming that I was awake, unable to sleep. I guess this would have been a good time to do an RC had I known of them at the time.
I recall being a fairly active and vivid (although, non lucid) dreamer, when I'm off the weed. And having reasonable recall without any conscious effort.
I have mixed thoughts about what it is i hope to achieve by experimenting with LD'ing. I guess an ideal situation would be where I stay of the wacky tobaccy long enough to get hooked on LD'ing and that alone is enough to get me to sleep at night... I am curious about the idea of being able to explore my subconscious as there are many things about myself and things I do, that I can not consciously explain, and i find that somewhat irksome.
I have started doing RC's (blocking nose, hands, and looking at a clock every time I see one) throughout the day and asking myself if I may be dreaming whenever something odd happens, when I hear a noise, or the (ordinarily quiet) dog barks out of nowhere. I am also getting into the habit of using mnemonics as I am falling asleep, directed towards becoming lucid, and recall. And I every morning I am trying to recall and record what I can remember, which is very little.
The Dream Views site, and forum, has been the most complete, and well organised collection information I have found in my research on the subject, for which I think you are all to be commended..
I think I'ma shut up now...
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