Thread: Been a while, but i still hallucinate.

Its been a while since I last posted on this forum, lets see if it still works.

A happy new year to all those involved, and as many more or few as you wish.

I have made two new years resolutions,
1- To avoid watercress, I’ve managed for all 22 years of my life and this one will be no exception.
2- To learn and concentrate and hopefully succeed in controlling my hallucinations.

I’m currently receiving treatment, to see what is causing these dream hallucinations. I’ve taken many tests since I was last in this forum. I’ve taken an I.Q test, (that one I’m not sure why) but it came back negative. I’ve done one of those inkblot tests, and my mind is driven by curiosity, with the amount of dirty pictures I was shown I thought it was sex. My right hand side of my “brain” works more then my left, which has a strong and vivid imagination, that conclusion was drawn after a “brain” test. I’ve even done an ESP test, and I’m over sensitive, more then others. My brain uses a higher amount of elec-trickery (I’m aware its supposed to read electricity) then is required, and this increases as I sleep. Also my skull is deformed at the back, which is applying pressure to my “brain”, and I’m slowly having my head reshaped. The doctors find it odd that I sleep with my eyes open, if anyone else who could be arsed to read this does, let me know, Oh yeah, I’ve lately found out a great relative of mine was locked up in a mental asylum, and lunacy runs in the family.
All this they say is supposedly causing my bad nights sleep. I’m having more tests, I haven’t studied, and I hope they can sort something out. I mentioned to them about controlling them, using them to my benefit, they said that would be worse for me, but I’m still determined.

The latest hallucination was, I woke up, sat up and saw 5 of my closest friends sitting on my bedroom floor, watching me. I could clearly see all of them, the detail was excellent. I casually said to them “Bunch of perverts” and went back to sleep.

Will update with more as soon as i get it.



Vandrosdis