greetings

**insomnia** · 07-09-2006 02:22 PM

Erm, yeh
So ive been wandering around here for quite some time now, but today I finaly decided to bug down and register.

So hi Im insomnia, yet another dutchman, 16 years of age
err lets skip to the lucid part aye?

About , no precicely 1 year 9 months and 6 days ago fate smacked me in the face with a baseball bat, and still continious to do so everyday really
That day i got seriously injured when grinding a rail.
I wont really go into detail here becouse people who i tell the story often react a little shocked, witch can also be fun in its own little way

.
Since skateboarding is the funding my entire life is build upon, this obviously hit hard.

After that my life changed alot , i started to get alot of moodswings, insomnia attacks(hence the nickname), and a whole eco system of various mental disorders, which i do not really wish to discuss

( our bloodline is prone to such things) .
Also i got alot of nightmares, not your common " im running from evil" nightmares, mine where more of the " im running towards the evil" kind.
I oftend found myself cousing harm to myself (in my dreams mostly

)
and about 4 months ago i got my first lucid wile having such a nightmare, shortly after more followed and i found this site.

So basicaly my objective is to contact my subconscious and see if i can get some knowledge outta him .

I already sucseeded in calling him forth but failed to ask him the questions
what a waste

.
Im also fully aware of the risks when taking such measures, my subconscious has already blocked a various things out of my memory and some are better to remain unfound.

Well i geuss that pretty much summs it up.
Thank you for your time

.

**Marvo** · 07-09-2006 03:40 PM

Welcome to Dream Views comrade. I hope you will have a good time here

I am sorry to hear, yeah whatever happened to you. It must've been quite a strike on your daily life. Maybe you can turn your nightmares around and make them lucid dreams instead?

**insomnia** · 07-09-2006 06:40 PM

Thank you ^^ heh, my post seemes to be much more dramatic as i intended it to be, so dont worry

Annyway my nightmares lack anny sort of dreamsigns, they are structureless in terms of settings and DC's .. it all varies with each dream
Il find a way though

**Gawain** · 07-09-2006 07:14 PM

Welcome to Dreamviews.

Sounds an awful lot like me. Right down to an injury on a rail (mine wasn't too bad, and I'm intact). I used to be plagued with uncommon, disturbing nightmares, and my family is prone to mental disorders also.
I found lucid dreaming to be quite helpful to aid in battle against nightmares. Hopefully you will too.