Erm, yeh
So ive been wandering around here for quite some time now, but today I finaly decided to bug down and register.

So hi Im insomnia, yet another dutchman, 16 years of age
err lets skip to the lucid part aye?

About , no precicely 1 year 9 months and 6 days ago fate smacked me in the face with a baseball bat, and still continious to do so everyday really
That day i got seriously injured when grinding a rail.
I wont really go into detail here becouse people who i tell the story often react a little shocked, witch can also be fun in its own little way .
Since skateboarding is the funding my entire life is build upon, this obviously hit hard.


After that my life changed alot , i started to get alot of moodswings, insomnia attacks(hence the nickname), and a whole eco system of various mental disorders, which i do not really wish to discuss ( our bloodline is prone to such things) .
Also i got alot of nightmares, not your common " im running from evil" nightmares, mine where more of the " im running towards the evil" kind.
I oftend found myself cousing harm to myself (in my dreams mostly )
and about 4 months ago i got my first lucid wile having such a nightmare, shortly after more followed and i found this site.

So basicaly my objective is to contact my subconscious and see if i can get some knowledge outta him .

I already sucseeded in calling him forth but failed to ask him the questions
what a waste .
Im also fully aware of the risks when taking such measures, my subconscious has already blocked a various things out of my memory and some are better to remain unfound.

Well i geuss that pretty much summs it up.
Thank you for your time .