Hello everyone. My name is Becca. I have been involuntarily lucid dreaming for about 25 years now. I am 39. I normally fly or have dreamt OBE's and I am able to achieve some control over my actions in them. However, occassionally, I have nightmarish ones that terrify the heck out of me. Last night was the first night that I could actually do something in the nightmare lucid dreams. There were skulls and bones that were inanimate attacking my head, I writhed out of bed and after several false awakenings and failed attempts to wake up, I grabbed the base of my oscillating fan to try to mutilate my head so that the bones and skulls would vanish and leave me alone. That did not work, so I finally just started praying and begging for God to please wake me up. I eventually woke up through about 4 or 5 more false awakening attempts, but not without being emotionally and mentally unscathed. I was too terrified to go back to sleep. I do so wish that I could learn how to exercise as much control in my nightmarish lucid dreams as I do my good ones. I do not keep a dream journal and do not wish to because my sleep is interrupted enough. I hope this makes sense to you guys and gals. I guess what I am hoping for is someone to offer some support of some kind or offer suggestions, on what I don't know, because I am at a total loss. Please help me somehow someone.

Thank You Ever So Much Everyone